The week I went on my excursion was the worst that I've seen it, but it was just as bad on Thursday. [ their poor avatars :( ] I've been able to help her a few times and get it to recede to a point, but it's temporary.
[ there's a beat. ] ...I have to survive this place for a thousand reasons. Her well being is near the top. I don't know what's going to happen if I die. If you caught it during the trial, Childe made a half joking threat in my direction of finding me guilty over her snoring - that was why she set the table on fire on accident.
This was probably the most public I've seen it. Because of what happened with the other Avatars.
[ ... :( avatars ] She's been very explicit about staying alive. A number of them mention it one way or the other, but when it comes from her, well... it has a lot more weight. She takes on a lot herself. And cares about people deeply.
People like that are always the ones who suffer the most when they lose people they care about.
[ it would be very bad
and yuri certainly doesn't want to be someone putting that sort of stress and weight right on her shoulders. ]
The longer we're here, the more dangerous it gets. Not just for the Avatars. Pretending as thought there are people we don't want to lose at this point is just... a farce, really.
There's something to be said for making it smoke. [ haha. gray hair... get it.... it's cute, he's a fan of getting the little smoke hearts. that's the best.
there's a pause, though, and he glances over at yuri. despite the fact that he's been drinking like a fish for the past hour, his gaze is pretty keen. ]
It does, yes. Though, admittedly, not one so different than what I've done since I got here.
A little spite never hurt anyone. Not when it's directed against something like that.
[ he's going to reach down and tap the jug of wine. does he have to fight him for a sip. ] I'll drink to that. Unless you're going to make me walk for my own alcohol, in which case give me a minute and then I'll drink to that.
[ ... ]
It might be more of what we need here. Tricky as it is to hand out trust like sweets, most of us are working towards a common goal. Even if it is different to the one we came here with.
[ less... i want my wish, and more i want to live. ]
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[ there's a beat. ] ...I have to survive this place for a thousand reasons. Her well being is near the top. I don't know what's going to happen if I die. If you caught it during the trial, Childe made a half joking threat in my direction of finding me guilty over her snoring - that was why she set the table on fire on accident.
[ it would
be so bad. haha ]
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[ ... :( avatars ] She's been very explicit about staying alive. A number of them mention it one way or the other, but when it comes from her, well... it has a lot more weight. She takes on a lot herself. And cares about people deeply.
People like that are always the ones who suffer the most when they lose people they care about.
[ it would be very bad
and yuri certainly doesn't want to be someone putting that sort of stress and weight right on her shoulders. ]
The longer we're here, the more dangerous it gets. Not just for the Avatars. Pretending as thought there are people we don't want to lose at this point is just... a farce, really.
[ ... ]
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[ yeah. gu yun glances down to his palms, absently, still pink with a burn from his execution adventure. ]
She told me I was giving her gray hair. [ a little snort. ]
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[ he glances at gu yun, before tilting his head. ]
...
We do what we can.
For us, and for them. And for her. Whatever it is that needs to be done. Sound like the start of plan to you?
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there's a pause, though, and he glances over at yuri. despite the fact that he's been drinking like a fish for the past hour, his gaze is pretty keen. ]
It does, yes. Though, admittedly, not one so different than what I've done since I got here.
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... No, it's not. But it's not one I've brought other people in on, so far. But the longer I'm here, the more there is to lose.
And the more tempted I am to keep going out of spite, just to make my point. Amongst other things.
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That's what I've done my whole life, lived out of spite! It's quite the existence to maintain, I think.
[ terrible. ] Then, I suppose not only friends, but allies, hm?
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[ he's going to reach down and tap the jug of wine. does he have to fight him for a sip. ] I'll drink to that. Unless you're going to make me walk for my own alcohol, in which case give me a minute and then I'll drink to that.
[ ... ]
It might be more of what we need here. Tricky as it is to hand out trust like sweets, most of us are working towards a common goal. Even if it is different to the one we came here with.
[ less... i want my wish, and more i want to live. ]